The Videoflouroscopy

Massimo (in incubator) with Doctor and Nurse escortThe videoflouroscopy happened today and the basic conclusion is that Massimo doesn’t swallow. This is something the doctors suspected but the test confirmed their suspicions, basically that a quantity of liquid at the back of the throat does not automatically trigger the swallowing reflex in Massimo.The incubator and all the other bitsThey can’t say that he doesn’t swallow at all, as he could be, but he didn’t during the test. We don’t know as yet if it is something he knows how to do but doesn’t do it automatically, or if it is something he doesn’t know how to do.

A very unhappy little boyIt was quite a sight watching the four of us (one nurse, one doctor, one father and one mother) wheel the incubator from one end of the hospital to the other laden with all that Massimo could possibly need in his hour outside the NNU! Those in the know will be able to spot a CPAP machine, a portable suction machine, I guess there was some oxygen somewhere, J carried a resuscitation bag with goodness knows what else in it, and that is only the stuff that I recognised! The whole process did not actually take very long. Once we settled Max in the chair – as you can see he wasn’t very happy until he was given his dummy – the hardest part was actually getting Ahhhh! Blissthe barium in his mouth without it dribbling out or being dribbled out (he has learnt this technique for getting rid of excess secretions in his mouth and unhelpfully used it here!).

The upshot of all of this is that he will have to continue being fed by tube until we can teach him to swallow. This is very difficult to achieve and is a very slow process. It revolves around facial stimulation, especially around feeding time. We will need to observe him carefully to try to see if he ever swallows. If he doesn’t, we need to encourage him to do so by stroking the face in specific areas, until he does and then we use the same technique to encourage him to swallow more and more often until he can do it by himself, and hopefully, eventually, automatically.
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Bathtime!

Today Massimo had a very active afternoon. Firstly, he had two out of the three injections he is due for his normal immunisations. The third will happen in the next couple of days as they are still waiting for it to come up from the pharmacy. I held him while the doctor tortured him (twice – once on each thigh) and the poor little mite cried for all he was worth. Straight after that I gave him a bath, my first time. Unfortunately between him being distressed, the nurse being difficult (she isn’t one of my favourites) and Massimo being on CPAP, it wasn’t as pleasant an experience as I would have hoped! Bathtime!I did try to encourage the nurse to let us do it later on when J would have come to the hospital, or maybe even tomorrow, so J could organise being there, but I think she had just decided that today was the day, and of course it suddenly became a really good thing to do to soothe him after his injections, etc. etc. The only argument that I agreed with was that it was better to have his bath before his feed. In the end, between the injections and the bath, poor Massimo was fed 25 minutes late and boy does he hate that! He was so tired by all the activity that he was sound asleep by the time 3/4 of his feed had filled his stomach!

He currently weighs 3.16 kg and is on 94 mls of milk every four hours.

Karin & John

Massimo and Karin Massimo is doing really well with his time off CPAP and although he is 6 hours off and 2 hours on, the doctors are only keeping him on CPAP because Massimo and John his immunisations are due and they want the extra help there in case he has a bad reaction to them. Apparently many babies have some sort of reaction to the injections, fingers crossed that it doesn’t delay Max getting better. He is due for the injections tomorrow night.

Massimo had a lovely cuddle with Great Aunt Karin this afternoon, and then another long cuddle with Great Uncle John. Max was awake most of the time with Karin, but by the time John arrived I think he decided that no matter how much he wanted to stay awake he was too tired!

Mother’s Day

The Poo incidentI went to the hospital today to find that there was a card waiting for me there from Massimo “to the greatest Mum in the world”! All the mums in NNU got one, isn’t that sweet and thoughtful of the staff?

Max gave me his own brand of best wishes today by deciding to poo twice whilst I was changing him, and the second time it was rather projectile and got me, and his bedding. We have photographic evidence for you all to have a giggle at!

Claudia finally got her cuddle after weeks and weeks of waiting and Massimo was as good as gold for her. (Each time she came there has always been some medical impediment!)

Massimo is still doing very well, 4 hours off CPAP and 2 hours on.

Nursery 3

J and I went to the hospital today thinking we had a meeting set up with the doctor for 4.30. In we went, as we do every day, when we saw that Max’s name was no longer on the board under Nursery 2, he was ther under Nursery 3! He has been doing so well that it wasn’t really that much of a surprise, but lovely nonetheless!

So he is back where he was, in a normal cot in the High Dependency Room. He is now on 4 hours off CPAP and 2 hours on, and all the nurses agree that he is happier and more settled OFF CPAP than on!

CPAP weaning

The doctors have decided not to move Max from Intensive Care (Room 2) to High Dependency (Room 3) as they have decided to start weaning him off the CPAP and want to keep a close eye on him.

They have started him on a 2 hour cycle: 2 hours with CPAP, 2 hours without and he seems to be tolerating it well. Well done Max!

Justin learned to suction Max’s trachy tube this evening and did it extremely well. It’ll be my turn tomorrow. This will be something that J & I will have to do regularly for Max as long as he has the tracheostomy.

MRI results

It is now 2 days before Max’s actual due date and for all intents and purposes he is now a ‘term’ baby. His current weight is 2.8 kgs (6 lbs 5oz) – which is a respectable weight for a newborn! Grandpa is clearly impressed!

We got verbal MRI scan results on Friday from the doctor. As far as the fluid levels are concerned, they cannot see what caused the increase and therefore we really know no more than we did before. The situation will have to be closely monitored. Three things could happen: the brain size could catch up with the fluid levels, the fluid levels could remain abnormally large but not increase the pressure on the brain, the fluid levels could increase and put more pressure on the brain causing severe brain damage. Only time will tell, however the growth of the fluid levels seems to have stabilised in the last week.
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Backwards step

MassimoAs you can tell by my news becoming further and further apart, things with Massimo have, on the whole, settled. However, last weekend, Max had a bit of a bad time. On Saturday morning when Max’s oxygen levels dropped badly the nurse cleaned/suctioned his trachy tube and found that there was a lot of fresh blood. Max was immediately taken back into the Intesive Care Unit and they contacted the ENT department to try to discover where the blood came from and what had caused it. Apparently granulated tissue forms along the bottom of a trachy tube once it has been on site for a while. When suctioning his tube this tissue must have been touched/knocked causing the bleeding, which of course went straight into his lungs and caused his drop in oxygen levels. Max was extremely unwell for a period of time and he was put back on the ventilator and suctioned regularly to remove the blood which he was coughing up. Whilst all this was happening his trachy tube then got knocked out of place and the nurses kept him going with the ventilator tube going straight into his lungs whilst they waited for the ENT surgeon to come down and put a new tube in.
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Good & bad news

Massimo and his MummyThe weekly update is due and there is some good news and some bad news. We had a meeting with the Doctor in charge on Friday and it was really good to have a thorough update from her. The nurses do try to keep us abreast of what is going on but as they change twice daily it is easy for things to be missed.

Firstly, we were told that a neurologist was coming to see Max on Thursday. However it wasn’t until Thursday that the nurse told us that the neurologist was coming because they felt that Max was “a quiet baby”. This was explained further by the doc on Friday. She explained that although Max’s muscle tone in his arms and legs was good, he was a little floppy in his torso/back area.

Along with this they had also spotted, again on Thursday, that Max’s head, which had been growing steadily and normally, had suddenly grown too much, and also that they had not done a head ultrasound on him for a while. The head measuring and head ultrasound and things done to all babies in the Neonatal Unit as a matter of course. The ultrasound has shown that the bits in the brain which are filled with fluid are too large and are out of proportion with the rest of his head.
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General update

Max no cpapNot much has changed since my last email last Tuesday. Max now weighs 2.154 kg (4lb 12oz) he was born at 1.556 kg (3lb 7oz) and is beginning to look chubby cheeked and healthy. The doctors and nurses on the unit are very complimentary about him, one of the doctors said “he is very beautiful, and we see a lot of babies in here!” So I know I’m biased but other people seem to agree too!

He is very settled and happy and growing. His oxygen levels still drop periodically but these seem to be getting fewer and further apart and although he continues to have lots of secretions he has learnt to dribble a lot of them out (not very pretty but useful for him at the moment!) and he seems to need suctioning less often than before.
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CPAP weaning

J and Massimo (17th Feb)Firstly my apologies for not writing for such a long time. I hope you have all assumed that no news is good news!

Last time I wrote Max had been taken off the ventilator and put on CPAP. He has been doing very well on this and last Tuesday came off CPAP for 40 minutes before getting too tired and being put back on. On the Wednesday he came off for 5 hours before he was put back on and on Thursday he was off CPAP for a full 15 hours!!!! What a star!!

Unfortunately he has a lot of secretions (saliva etc) which build up in his mouth, nose and throat, some of which are to be expected due to the trachy, and which make his breathing terribly difficult and cause his oxygen saturation levels to drop. The nurses have been suctioning him every few hours or so, but the doctors have decided to keep him on CPAP where they can give him humidity in order to ensure that these secretions do not settle and cause more problems. If it wasn’t for these secretions he would be breathing perfectly well without any assistance. So that in itself is good news.
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Chat with Doctor

Massimo looking grumpyThe news from the hospital is very positive. On Friday morning we had an appointment to see the doctor who has been looking after Massimo over the last 2 weeks. She wanted a chat with us as she was handing over to another doctor for the next 2 weeks.

She said that the ENT Paediatric consultant is not planning to have a “good look” at Max’s windpipe until he is about 3 months – this is to give him time to grow and get stronger. Until that happens we will not have a complete understanding of what is causing the narrowing in the trachea. She repeated that the ENT consultant expects the tracheostomy to remain in place till Max’s first birthday, we have read on the internet that often these ops aren’t done on children before the 2nd birthday, so that is what we are expecting really.
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Theatre again

Yesterday Massimo went into theatre to have his trachy tube changed (this will happen weekly or monthly from now on – but they like to get the ENT surgeon to do the first change in controlled circumstances!). He now has a variable tube which they have adjusted (actually shortened would be more accurate – twice) but which fits much better than the one they put in last week.
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Waking up

Massimo with new trachyJust a quick update to let you know that I didn’t get my cuddle yesterday but am hoping to get one tomorrow, however Massimo is VERY happy indeed in his new heated cot and is waking up nicely. The doctors said it would take some time for all the drugs to work their way out of his body, but he moves a little more every day. He is beginning to really grip when you give him your finger to hold and he seems to respond to my voice and touch as well as J’s voice and touch, which is very satisfying. All in all, the progress is good. What the future will hold, we don’t know as yet, but for the moment every step forward is a positive thing. I am attaching a picture of the little chap in his new bed with tracheostomy in place. As you can see the ventilator (big clear tube going to his neck, with 2 blue and one clear tube coming off it) looks quite daunting but once he learns to breathe on his own this will go and he will be left with a small plastic circle round the hole in his neck – still not nice but necessary.

Fingers crossed that he continues to improve

Much better

Massimo and Daddy's handSorry it has been so long since my last update, but we seemed to have been really busy and by the time I was ready to send an update it was gone 6pm on Friday and most of you will have left work for the weekend, so I decided to postpone.

Since Wednesday and Massimo’s trachy being put in his breathing has been much, much better. He has no more chest drains or tubes of any sort other than a feeding tube up his nose (!) and a central line into his foot although he has various probes here and there measuring all sorts of things which means that there is less medical stuff all round him and is much nicer/less scary to look at now. Of course he is still on the ventilator which is attached to his neck rather than his mouth.
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